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#37677 07-17-2004 04:19 PM | Joined: Jun 2004 Posts: 106 Senior Member (100+ posts) | Senior Member (100+ posts) Joined: Jun 2004 Posts: 106 | That reminds me of my feeling when I was under the mask for the first time and fighting so hard to keep from panicking - I kept telling myself I can either handle it or not, and even if I can't handle it, I still have to deal with the situation - I do not have that kind of trust in God, so I could not be quite sure it wasn't too much for me. And how proud and grateful I was when they took the mask off and told me I had done fine - and how disgusted I was when they told me I had to go upstairs and get a scan under the damn thing the same day. But every day when I got through the treatment, I felt the kind of pride in myself that you can understand, but those who haven't been through it can't.
And Eric, after each one of your hour-long treatments, make sure you remind yourself that we are all proud of you for surviving another one of them. Does this make any sense?
Leena
scc right tonsil T1N1M0, right tonsillectomy + modified neck dissection 3/04, radiation IMRT both sides X33 ended 6/04. Also had renal cell carcinoma, left kidney removed 11/04
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