Vicki
Like Carol I cannot help with your question but you are such an inspiration to all of us. I hate it that you are feeling so bad . Hopefully one of the forum members can give you some advice. Please don`t get despondant Vicki, you have come so far and battled so bravely, don`t let it lick you now.
I feel such a hypocrite telling you to stay brave , I don`t think I could have handled half of what you have had thrown at you, all I know is if wishes could help, you would be healed.
Thinking of you
Take Care
Marica