Thanks for everyone's kind words and support. Having PEG tube inserted next Wed and pretty sure Its the way to go I'll have had 9 rads and 2 chemos at that point so pretty sure I'll be ready for it(Hope I didn,t put it off longer than I should have. Mouth pretty dry at this point after 5 rads and my first chemo Tues-other than that nothing unexpected. Mild naussia from the chemo but nothing too bad.
Of course I'm up at 1am sipping coffee figuring it's an enjoyment I'll be losing soon and still sneaking a few cigs-HAS GOT TO STOP!