Thank you everyone for you words of support. I made it through that horrible day. I did have some anti nausea meds, I took more as you all recommended, I had an extra one. I didn't vomit.

I had fluids at the hospital yesterday and am feeling better. I ate a fish stick on Sunday night and had a little beef stew yesterday so I feel I have turned a corner. Went for a walk in the snow on Sunday too.

This mantra of "It's going to get better", I repeat that to myself a lot. Especially on those days I was gripping the towel bar in pain after hacking up those blood balls in the middle of the night. I can open my mouth now without ripping open a blister and bleeding, that's progress too.

I am going to go to Bjork opening tonight. Resting all day so I can make it.