Thank you, Chris. I can see from your signature that you are a few years out from this. That in itself encouraged me and gave me a bit of a boost. I will read this to my husband. He is on no antidepressants and like you, has always fought them. He takes an Ativan before each treatment because he is severely claustrophobic and the mask was brutal for him. I think we will discuss the antidepressants again this evening. I know from reading that we still have a LONG road ahead of us and I don't want him to be in this dark place through it all. Thank you so much for your honesty.