Heading to Dana Farber to start Chemo and radiation in the morning.  His pain is so so bad - even with constant morphine and codeine.  HE can't/won't talk and can barely eat.  We are actually looking forward to the feeding tube.  He is so scared and I think the pain combined with the fear is creating a vicious cycle - feeding off each other.  He is loaded with meditation tapes and advice.  But he just walks around moaning all the time.
  We are moving to Boston today - Dana Farber has a free place for people going through treatment.  I will be staying in a hotel.
  Anyway, thanks for your support and I will keep updating.
         
AWW, Brother of Dave, 60 Pre-canc 10 years ago Biopsy Dentist 10/12 Stage 2 SCC 2.5cm no action 5/13 to DanaFarber Examined by Surgeon, MO, RO PET, CAT  Stage T4, 4.5cm, no METs, or lymph nds Started treatment 6/17  - RT 5x/wk, Csptn 1/wk,  for 7 wks - will end 8/5 PEG since his first week. Treatment ended 8/5 Scans scheduled for 10/30, with FU appointment 11/6 11/1 - Treatments didn;t work.  Tumor continues to grow.      |