I will find out this week after 3 three years if I will be able to eat. I was strong enough back in October 2012 and set to accept that I would never eat again until I had a reoccruance and had a massive neck disection and they fixed it to I could eat but by having the surgery my muscles are weakened again and I have to do a mini start over to get the muscles strong. I have been working with a physical therapyist along with a speech pathologist. So who knows. I am grateful for the receipies because if this doesn't work this time I have something to fall back on. My taste buds are doing flip flops for food right now.