[quote=saxicola] If I have the bad luck to get a recurrence of this horrible cancer in the next few months or years, I will be really pissed off with myself if I have wasted the good health I have at the moment worrying.[/quote]

Sally,
What you said makes perfect sense, and you have given me a great positive image with which to move forward; whether it be 2 years or 20 years, or more.

Thank you,


JT

Age 58 Dx Dec 2011, HPV 16+ SCC, T2N2M0, Stage IVa BOT and 2 nodes L&R, non smoker, casual drinker, Tx 27 Jan - 6 Mar 2012, Cisplatin x 3 with concurrent IMRT x 35, (70 Gy), Bilat & size (3.3 cm) made tumor inop, Peg Jan - May 2012, Esophageal Dilation x2, PET Clear 6 Jun 2012. Lost 60 lbs!