Thanks for the kind words and information. I am trying not to worry about it, but I am kind of a worry wart kind of person. It doenst help that I am on disability from the result of an accident back in 97 which I was paralized, I am walking now and do pretty good, just not working, so I have all this free time to sit and worry. The nice thing was I was at home and able to take care of my wife through her battle. I wonder lately if I do have it, do I even want to fight it. I so miss my wife and would love to be with her. Spiritually though I feel I would be letting God down by not fighting. I have always been a fighter, but now I just dont know. But who knows maybe I am freaking out for no reason, but I just have that feeling, somethings not right.

Thanks again

Dave