Thank you guys for your love, support and prayers. I am absolutely terrified and never imagined how vicious this cancer is. My while world has,been turned upside down. Trying to remain hopeful in the face of bad odds is the hardest thing I have had to do. But my focus, is, on my son who is 12 and I cannot bear the thought of, him being without a mother. All I can pay for is a miracle, as my doctors are not offering me any great odds even with treatment. Please continue to pray for me....i need this more than ever. Love and hugs xx

SCC of the Buccal Mucosa (R cheek)- T1N0M0.10 hour Surgery on 27/9/10 involving resection with freeflap from radial forearm..clear margins. Neck dissection..negative nodes.Trachy, NGT, no rad or chemo needed at the time. Neck lump positive for SCC..again! MND 14/2/11. Waiting to have chemo and rads