Ah hell Kris I thought the same thing when I went thru mine, my life was crumbling, how could I live without him, can I take care of my kids myself, will anybody ever love me again, can I keep my house???? All these questions and I know I didn't have cancer either BUT you wait, when it's all said and done, you WILL feel like the weight has been lifted off of you and you WILL find somebody who will REALLY love you for who you are and not what you have had. smile I found me a good man or he found me and he told me "my ex's loss." And even though we have our issues he still treats me like I am a queen!He is honest and caring. PS(I am The Queen "B") smile

CG to Ron
Out of Pain 4/3/13
4/12-lung and under chin growth no treatment
1/13/12 lung biopsy
6/11 recur 6/30 resection #2 Clear margins
Clear 12/10
Surg 5/13/10 neck dis/nodes part gloss/flap R thigh all teeth out
RAD 30 8/10
DX 4/2/10 "Oral Cavity" T3NOMO
12/28/07 Non Hodg Lymph remission 7/08
passed away 4.3.15, RIP Ron, you are greatly missed