Wanda,
sorry to hear about Johns new symptoms. heres to hoping he just did too much too soon.
im glad the scan was moved til tomorrow.
crying is a great release so do not keep it bottled up. i know how tough it can be to have to be strong for your husband, not show fear in front of him, but need to cry. i take alot of trips to the "store" and use this as my release time. at times i will purposely forget something to have an excuse to go back out if i need to.
hang in there. keep us posted.