#92000 03-17-2009 04:47 PM | Joined: Mar 2009 Posts: 6 Member | OP Member Joined: Mar 2009 Posts: 6 | Husband is in hospice.
Since Dec. 19, he has had rad. neck diss. on right side, totally diseased inside, lost muscle, vein, tissue, nerves. Tumors back within 1 month. IMRT and Cisplatin Jan. 19 - both ceased on Feb. 20. Right side of face, neck, head, front of throat 100% tumor covered. Has lost 35 pounds, can't talk, frail, PEG 100%, hand tremors, constant fatigue, tumors breaking open and oozing, now on oxygen, sleeps most of time.
We have 2 teenage boys watching this--who knows what this is going to continue to look like day by day?
Last edited by Pete's wife; 03-17-2009 05:32 PM.
| | | | Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Im sorry to read your post. Wishing you strength to see you and your family thru this tragic time. ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive | | | | Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 | Words are insufficient. We on this board know that it could be any of us. Give yourself permission to be ANGRY - it's too unfair. It sucks, it is not right. Why should this be happening to a good person like you? I don't know the answer. Don't torture yourself with should haves or could haves. It will get worse not better. Sometimes Death is a relief. You have our sympathy and my prayers. Vent all you want here, you will not get the standard nonsense from well meaning but clueless people. It is not for any reason we can discern You don't have to be strong. Just be 65 yr Old Frack Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+ 2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG 2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery 25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Apaghia /G button 2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa 40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Passed away 4-29-13
| | | | Joined: Aug 2008 Posts: 113 Senior Member (100+ posts) | Senior Member (100+ posts) Joined: Aug 2008 Posts: 113 | So sorry to hear this. I feel like I will be down this road - and I'm frightened. Thanks for posting. Thoughts are with you and your family. Claudia
Husband 2/3 tongue removed March 2008. Free flap. . Stage IV. Radiation and 3 chemo's (cisplatin,taxol & erbitux). .Pet scan Aug 08 showed mets to lungs .Oct 08, recurrence. - In the arms of Jesus, July 15, 2009
| | | | Joined: Jan 2004 Posts: 1,116 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) Joined: Jan 2004 Posts: 1,116 | I am so sorry to read your post about your husband. This is one of the worst cancers and I know you don't need to hear that because you already know. I have no words to comfort you, I am just so sorry. Love, Carol
Diagnosed May 2002 with Stage IV tongue cancer, two lymph nodes positive. Surgery to remove 1/2 tongue, neck dissection, 35 radiation treatments. 11/2007, diagnosed with cancer of soft palate, surgery 12/14/07, jaw split. 3/24/10, cancer on tongue behind flap, need petscan, surgery scheduled 4/16/10 ---update passed away 8-27-11---
| | | | Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 | This post almost has this tough old guy in tears. I can just imagine the torment you and the 2 boys are going thru. That is a tough raod for you 3 to be traveling. you are in my prayers.
Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April. --- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here
| | | | Joined: May 2002 Posts: 2,152 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: May 2002 Posts: 2,152 | I am so sorry to hear this. Hopefully hospice will help you and your boys through this horrible time. Our thoughts are with you.
Take care, Eileen
---------------------- Aug 1997 unknown primary, Stage III mets to 1 lymph node in neck; rt ND, 36 XRT rad Aug 2001 tiny tumor on larynx, Stage I total laryngectomy; left ND June 5, 2010 dx early stage breast cancer June 9, 2011 SCC 1.5 cm hypo pharynx, 70% P-16 positive, no mets, Stage I
| | | | Joined: Jan 2009 Posts: 1,844 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) Joined: Jan 2009 Posts: 1,844 | My thoughts are with you and your family. I also fear this as my future as I have a wife and two young sons and have spent many of sleepless nights wondering how to spare them this. My heart is with you.
Young Frack, SCC T4N2M0, Cisplatin,35+ rads,ND, RT Mandiblectomy w fibular free flap, facial paralysis, "He who has a "why" to live can bear with almost any "how"." -Nietzche "WARNING" PG-13 due to Sarcasm & WAY too much attitude, interact at your own risk.
| | | | Joined: Mar 2009 Posts: 54 Supporting Member (50+ posts) | Supporting Member (50+ posts) Joined: Mar 2009 Posts: 54 | I think Hospice nurses are Angels sent to Earth to help us in our time of greatest need. You and your sons are in my prayers. Sweetpea
Sweetpea ******** 2/09 MEC Rt Submandibular Gland,Tumor Exc,age 68; 4/09 Rt Neck Resect, Excise Rt Lingual Nerve, 10 nodes; 1 month later- Lge Abscess Drained 5/09; 4 more cancers, final path report; 6/09 IMRTx33 | | |
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