Tamara,

Words can not express how you feel at this time and there are none that can comfort you. As many struggle please find comfort that many know where you have been, where you are and where you will be with your emotions. It is a struggle but one we must bear. I hope that you and your children heal well and continue the path that you and your beloved husband created when you took each others hand in marriage. I am not much of an expert on helping with feelings as I still struggle but if you ever need to chat or vent, I am here. Take Care

Noemi