I thought I may have misinterpreted what you said David and forgive me for that. It has been a rough stretch here the past several months. Im not doing the "why me" whatsoever bud. I also went to see my psychiatrist today and he has given me some meds to try. Anti-depressants dont work well for me at all. He also hooked me up with a new therapist that he described as "the best". I see them both on the 28th of this month and I am really looking forward to it. I am also looking forward to this medicine working.

I do appreciate everyones help with this thread. I come here instead of asking doctors because I have always thought that people that have "been there,done that" are the ones to ask.

Thanks again yall,
Billy