Miss Vicki,
I know exactly how you feel! If this bastard of a diaease is going to kill me , make it quick!!!
I know I will not survive this diaease. That is reality! I'm alive but the quality of life issues are huge. Can't eat much, most liquid runs out my nose, Depressed, waiting for the hammer to drop after the last scan showed improvement. When will it happen???? Not a fun time for me right now.
Keep venting Miss Vicki, Scream, Yell , Kick the dog, Let that anger out.
Danny Boy