Audrey, Please get your daughter up to speed to get on this site so she can read, post, ask questions, etc. before and during your treatment. Tell her that she may well have questions [and fears] that she is afraid to voice to you and you want her to have a reliable resource for answers] Getting Hubby here too would be a good idea if he will hook up. You sound like a very strong lady and that's good, but you will need to let people who love you take care of YOU for the next few months Amy