It has been a true roller coaster since I was last on the site. I do want to thank all of you for your help and words of encouragement. The cisplatin has been really devastating for him and he is now a week and a half out from his first round and had to go back in for fluids, etc. and started throwing up again last evening. He continues to drop weight, yet his doctor is trying to have him hold off on choosing the PEG. Now after all he has to deal with we just found out that his insurance doesn't cover prescription drugs. He is extremely fearful right now of going through is second round and I'm trying my best to be supportive and strong, yet this is so difficult as a caregiver, so I just can't imagine where the strength comes from of those of you that have gone through it. May God Bless and Keep all of you!