Yorky,

I would just like to share with you something a friend said recently about living for today -- you see, there is nothing we can do about yesterday, it is over and done with; no one knows what is going to happen tomorrow what is left to us is to focus on today and really LIVE it. Living in fear of living and blaming ourselves or others for what we/they did is not living. I hope this helps but it will require a change in your mindset.


Gloria
She stood in the storm, and when the wind did not blow her way, she adjusted her sails... Elizabeth Edwards

Wife to John,dx 10/2012, BOT, HPV+, T3N2MO, RAD 70 gy,Cisplatinx2 , PEG in Dec 6, 2012, dx dvt in both legs after second chemo session, Apr 03/13 NED, July 2013 met to lungs, Phase 1 immunotherapy trial Jan 18/14 to July/14. Taxol/carboplatin July/14. Esophagus re-opened Oct 14. PEG out April 8, 2015. Phase 2 trial of Selinexor April to July 2015. At peace Jan 15, 2016.