Thanks Karen, I'm sitting up right now, not going to go to bed because I will have to leave for the hospital at 3:30 am, and I know I won't get any sleep. Surgery is early. I guess my biggest concern is not knowing what he will find when he starts to remove tissue and bone. Or if he will find any lymph nodes that are positive. It will probably be well into next week before I will post again. Did you have radiation? I think that scares me almost more than the surgery.