Hello im 16 and recently I found little orange bumps on the back of my throat painless also I have a sorta wart looking thing in my left tonsil im going to the doctor tomorrow im really scared I can't sleep I have so many questions does it sound like oral cancer will I die how do chemo and redation feel like will I be disfigured or have a permanent damage im really scared im only 16 I don't if im strong enough if I do turn out with oral cancer because I know no women will want to marry me if im disfigured if I don't die I will live a bad life and im only 16 I never had a family and I really wanted one im really scared all I can do is pray and hope its nothing