Thanks Christine! I am so grateful for your response.
Wishy washy just means I have really been imagining some crazy stuff. The surgeon I am seeing was recommended by a doctor who said If I need a biospy, that's who she wants me to see. I looked up his credentials and he does specialize in cancer and is credible. I think he will know what is going on. I am sure that this oral cancer can be beaten. I wish everyone on this planet was as uplifting as you have been.