Still having some rough days. No improvement in the salvia department. Which gives even more fuel to the voice inside my head that is saying "this is it. Your life Is officially worthless. This is how it is for the rest of your life". And the 25th is looming over me like a dark shadow. I guess I'm on the edge and I won't be satisfied until I end up on one side or the other.

Taking a break from the forum for a while. Thank you so much for your support if you've been supportive.