Sometimes it feels like I am stuck in a really bad episode of a soap opera.

Mentally, there are times that I don't think Matt knows where or when he is. He will do completely random acts and if I try to figure out what he is doing he gets quite upset.

He isn't eating again too. I told him he'd feel better if he would, when he tells me he feels yucky.

Then he says, if I eat or if I don't I die anyway, what's it matter.