Thank you Nancy. I never thought I would have to endure such pain and agony. I have good days (and today is one of them) and I have bad days. I don't want to let her out of my sight. Just seeing her makes my heart swell with love and strength. So I will keep relying on friends and family and continue to pray.

I am so sorry for your loss. I'm sure she was a very special person to you as well as a lot of other people. Keep her memory alive and with you each and every day. One idea is to find a perennial flower in her favorite color and give one to family and friends to plant in her honor. And you make a special garden around your house and when people want to give you a present whether it be for your birthday, anniversary or mother's day ask them to contribute something to this special garden. This could be a special place for you to be when you want to feel closer to her. Anyway, God Bless to you. And thanks again for your kind words.