OP  "OCF Down Under" Supporting Member (50+ posts)
Joined: Jan 2011 Posts: 63 | Thanks everyone...it's a battle trying to stay focused. I am not ashamed to say that I am petrified of the treatment and the outcome. How do you guys stay so positive? I would love to hear about the one's who have had recurrences and are living proof that survival is possible. I keep thinking about my family and what they are going through...and I feel so sad. My chest feel so heavy and has this awful feeling 24/7..I am trying to deep breathe, pray, meditate but my mind sure has it own plans and is not allowing me to have any peace.I really need to dig deep for the courageand peace that I am lacking at this point. Any advice would be appreciated.
Liza
SCC of the Buccal Mucosa (R cheek)- T1N0M0.10 hour Surgery on 27/9/10 involving resection with freeflap from radial forearm..clear margins. Neck dissection..negative nodes.Trachy, NGT, no rad or chemo needed at the time. Neck lump positive for SCC..again! MND 14/2/11. Waiting to have chemo and rads
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