Thank you for the welcome Eric!! Nice to meet you! Fear and anxiety are definitely horrible emotions..at the moment I am managing with meditation and prayers.I constantly remind myself that living is for today, tomorrow is not in my control!! Plus, I have to stay strong for my family. But, heck its not an easy road to stay positive all the time so I give myself permission to fall apart if I have to :-)

Keeping fingers crossed till the results come back. Till then I hope to just breathe!!

Liza

SCC of the Buccal Mucosa (R cheek)- T1N0M0.10 hour Surgery on 27/9/10 involving resection with freeflap from radial forearm..clear margins. Neck dissection..negative nodes.Trachy, NGT, no rad or chemo needed at the time. Neck lump positive for SCC..again! MND 14/2/11. Waiting to have chemo and rads