Today is Sunday. I'm i Perth, Australia and it is a beautiful sunny 29C degrees. But as i watched my husband drive away with my two year old to the beach i felt so sad and lonely. I want to join them but know that i wont have enough energy to last and i know my husband is trying to give me time to rest by taking my daughter out but somehow i just dont feel grateful for it. I dont know what i want. Most days i'm ok but some days nothing seems to make me happy. I dont even know myself why i'm so sad.

Minh