Thankyou everyone for the warm welcome. As everyone must be at some stage, scared of what may happen is on my mind a lot. It can paralise one and stop you living life! I dont want to do that but it gets hard like do ya keep striving build a house slowly pay it off or the like..... or rent a place and blow your money enjoying.......well anything or nothing whatever is your thing. I allways said I dont want to be carried out of work to a pallative care unit, if you get my drift. Thankyou again for reading my rambling and I am sure I will have 30,000 questions as time goes bye. Tony

lyph node positive 10/08
Parotodectomy 4/09
Rad six wks 65 grey
Pet scan clear 03/10 no primary
Pet 01/10 base tonge primary
CT 3.5 Tumor 01/2010
radical tongue reconstruction
with forearm flap 2/10
severe Trismus 06/10