Last Night I went to see a live show "The Christmas Story" The star of the show:, Ralphie, was once an infant in my day care! I had such a good time. Sunday I woke up @7am and just rubbed my right cheek, and felt a bump under the skin! I have been digging my nail into my skin to keep on trying to feel it. Something hard is there, right above where my top R wisdom teeth are. I can't stop pressing on the bump. I can't tell if it is in my cheek or on my jaw bone. My heart is racing and my insides are shaking, I just can not even think of going thru this again. The treatment, maybe surgery, telling my family, I just got my day care up & running after taking such a dive from the 1st cancer. What should I do next? What dr. do I call from my tean? The RO, ENT, Dentist ? Should I wait the 2 weeks & maybe it will just go away? I want to sit in my closet, close the door & never come out. I can't do this again. I feel like a goner already. I'm usually so strong & optimistic, cancer is proving to be more strong willed than me. Now I'm the big cry baby.