Angelia

the answer is easy: NEVER. It never gets bad because we just won't let it. Never give up, never give in. (although you can always just change your mind - apologies to Billy Joel).
Why oh Why indeed. "Bluebirds fly over the rainbow, why oh why can't I." Because this is not Kansas, it is Hotel CAncer.
Keep the Faith
Charm

65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Passed away 4-29-13