I got a message from Jim yesterday. Unfortunately its bad news. Jim does have cancer again. He wrote its in his jaw bone and tongue.

The operation would remove his jaw and tongue. The jaw will be rebuilt with a piece of his leg bone. Its aprox a 15 hour operation. There are not any guarantees it will work, it might only give him more misery. He also said, he learned that we never get ready for the words that we might die.

He said the doctor from Friday told him his original doc messed up since he didnt give him chemo and radiation following his surgery. The new doc gives him straight info that he can understand. He is still processing all the info. His daughter was with him for the doctor visit. Jim goes back on the 24th for another consultation.

Jim this was the hardest post I have had to write. I am so sorry you are going thru this. If you have questions that I can help you with, please just ask. Im here for you. Dont forget the fact that everybody is different. Please dont compare yourself to what I went thru. Sending prayers and love your way!!!!

Thanks Christine.

Jim,
I am so sorry. I am at a loss for what to say right now. I can't believe you were able to talk to me on the phone for close to 15 minutes the other night! I am hoping with all that determination you showed in being able to do so, will also hold strong for this next hurdle.
Sending all the love and strength I can to you. Stay strong Jim.

With prayers and blessings to you and everyone on this board.

Donna

Thanks for posting information on Jim, Christine. It's just not fair for him to be going through all the pain and disappointment he has now. I haven't been on the forum very long, but right away I realized how important and loved he is to everyone, and how he jumps right in there to help others with their problems. All I can do is send my heartfelt hope and prayers, and ask that you pass them along to him and keep us informed. It makes me sick to my stomach to hear news like this, as I'm sure it does to all who admire and love him. May the good Lord be with him and ease his pain and help him survive.
julieann

Wow, Christine thank you so much for updating us on Jim's condition, although not what I was wanting to hear. I really don't know what to say. I just feel so sad. This cancer sucks! I will continue to keep Jim in my thoughts and prayers.

I hate this cancer so very much. Hang in there Jim-you are an inspiration to so many people. I'm just so sorry you have to endure so much pain and suffering. Neil had that surgery with the leg bone replacing the jawbone that was removed so if you have any questions-I can help.

Jim,

We are all 1000% behind you and if anyone can beat whatever odds they may throw at you, my bets on you guy!!

Christine,

Thank you for the update. I can't imagine how hard it must have been to post it.

Jim,

I can't imagine how hard it must be to be living it. My heart, my thoughts and all my best prayers are winging their way to you, my friend. I only wish I had more to offer than that.

- Margaret

Sorry to hear the sad news, will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, Jim!

I'm so sorry Jim, my heart is saddened to read this post. You will be in my thoughts and prayers!!

I have a broken heart today.

My prayers are with you Jim.


Kelly

Jim,
You have to know how much we all appreciate you and what you mean to this forum. You and Christine are truly inspirational to all of us. Your funny, compassionate, down to earth posts always bring a smile to my face. You have made such a tremendous impact on all of us and I'm so sad that you have been given this news. Please call upon your"angels" for guidance and comfort. Prayers are coming your way. Geri

Jim,

I am so sad about your news. You are such an important and inspirational member of this board and you have made a tremendous impact on me and on so many others. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Sophie

Jim,
I am so sad that you are having such a difficult time. There are a lot of us out there who read your posts and even though we don't always reply, you've made us laugh. That is a gift, to be able to help others find the humor in the most unlikely situations. Thank you for your responses and thoughtful entries. I wish you did not have to be in such pain.

All the best--
Anita

EZJim

Hey brother, by the power vested in me by the Lords of Cobol, plus per my "Pope" certificate from the Universal Life Church Monastery and concurrent ordination; I hereby proclaim and appoint you as FRACK EMERITUS. Done this 14th day of November, the 2009th year of our Lord, in accordance with being a Legend in my own Mind.
Keep the faith brother
charm

Christine, thanks for the update.

Jim, my heart is breaking right now. You and Christine have been amazing encouagers for me and often bring me back to reality. This Cancer sucks. I will be praying for you and I am going to add you to payer list at church. May the Lord get you through this time. Even though, I have never met you I feel like I have known you for a long time. You will be in my thoughts.

Jim, don't know what to add to the beautiful words spoken here, except fight this ogre again and bring that "EZJIM" philosophy and humor back to us soon! Warmly, Jane

Jim,
you have a ton of people rooting for you!

N+1

Markus

Jim, i often read your posts tho don't post much these days....you will be in my thoughts and prayers as you fight this demon.

Jim,
I am so sorry that you have to go through this. My prayer is that the the strenght and encouragement you have given to others is repaid from above now to help you fight this blow.
Malka

No words - just hugs

(((((((((((((((((((((((JIM))))))))))))))))))))))))

Donna

We are all in need of a "Jim fix"...we really miss you a lot! Do what you gotta do and hurry back. ((((((HUGS))))))

You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers at all times.

Jim, we all love you. Fight as hard as you always do because we all need you here xoxo.

Wendy

Jim, as you probably know I have been MIA for a while and your thread was the first one I locked into. I am so sorry that this "bastard of a disease" (as Danny Boy would have put it) has struck you again. I know that you will fight it with all you've got.

It serves as a reminder how fragile life is and how we must make the best of everyday. You have raised the bar and set an example in the this area that we can only hope to aspire to. My prayers are with you for a successful outcome.

Thank you all for the big needle of confidence you have given me. I think right now, people that that we deal with everyday are more important than meds.At least mentally they are. I am going to my daughters today to just get away and to play with and tease the kids of all ages. LOL As long as one doesn't DECK me. I put my house up for sale yesterday and I hope it sells fast even if I have to take a butt whippin on it. I will either buy another where I am from, close to my family, rent one or move in with my daughter as she wants. I want everything as easy as possible for all of them to see me when they want or to go to school functions with. I called my granddaughters yesterday evening and my ex answered. We talked for about a half hour and it relaxed me some. I guess we should have never married but remained friends. I love my ladies in our forums too.. Have a great day all. EzJim the dipstick signing off for now.

Dipstick?? HARDLY. I can think of lots of other adjectives...like ...Charming, A Tease, Caring, Strong, Sensitive, Giving, Purposeful, Handsome and Gentle. I feel your pure, loving spirit. I am sending you many prayers for your continued strength. Let us know what you decide. We are here for you!

Donna

I can't believe I just this thread now. Christine, thank you for the update.

Jim, it's good to see that you posted here. I'm so sorry to hear this news. But, as David said if anyone can beat this..it's you. I miss you on the forums so much!! Even your post here made me laugh...you are not a dipstick and you know it!! Do you think you will stay with your daughter? That may be nice for you....I'm sure it would make her happy to be with you and take care of you.

We love you Jim. You are so friendly and I remember you posting on my very first newbie thread!!! lol

xoxo
((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))

Jim, its nice to see a post from you.

It sounds like a great idea to live with your daughter. This surgery isnt easy and you will need help when you come home. Even as independant and active as you are, you still will need help.

Hope you had a great day with your grandchildren

I have been away for a couple of days with no internet and was so very sad to read Christine's post this morning.
I have no words either that have not already been said.
Just a big {{{{{hug}}}} from me.
Love
Gabriele

So sorry to read about Jim's diagnosis. I have had this surgery. My jaw bone was replaced a piece of bone from my leg. The surgery was very successful. It is a long surgery,but you are not award of the passing time. It seems like an eternity for your family awaiting the results and completion of the surgery. The recovery time for me was about three weeks in the hospital. The surgery wasn't as bad as it sounds. It can be done with positive results. My surgery was seven years ago and no reoccurence. The most important thing is your positive attitude, which I gather from reading your posts that you have. It will be over soon and I wish you a quick recovery.
Hacklene

Jim:
My thoughts and prayers are with you as yours has been with the many other folks through their journey. Stay strong and continue to practice everything you teach others here!
Steve

Thank you for posting Jim, you brought tears to my eyes knowing that you're posting is making me feel better.

I'm so glad you're surrounded by your family. My family made me strong.
Good Luck with selling your house.

Thanks for posting Jim. I just want you to know that you are helping me with your strong attitude. You are so brave. You are in my prayers and know that you will beat this thing. You have such a positive attitude about it all. Thank you.

Jim
Your words here have helped me more than I can say. Be well my brother.

Jim,
I just signed on now and an update on you was the first thing I looked for. I'm sorry the news is so grim, but hopefully this surgery will leave you cancer free. What truly makes me mad is that your other doctors missed this despite all your complaints about pain and other problems.

You said you are also having a glossectomy. Will that be a total or partial? Or won't they know until they get in there?

If anyone can beat this, it is you. Hang in there Tiger! Your angels are watching. Sending good vibes your way.

Take care,
Eileen

Jim,
Sending positive healing energy your way. Can't wait to see your wise and humorous posts again!
Diane

Jim -
I've been away & was so sad to hear your most recent diagnosis. This sucks, big time. Still, you are taking control of your life, so I don't think this beast will ever beat you. Take care & good luck. Many prayers, hugs & good wishes.
Marlene

Jim, what horrible crappy news. I hope your surgery is successful, and recovery is manageable. Just tons and tons of good thoughts and wishes for you.

Jim, I feel like I've gotten to know you over the past few months through your posts.
I will certainly be thinking about you and hope to read updates about your progress.

Wishing you strength and a successful recovery. Lottie

Jim,platu. I had a segmental mandibulectomy. I knew I was on here for something. Don't even worry. I was odd man out because I was one of few that my jawbone replacement/plastic surgery did not take. They thought it was disastrous and now I look not so awful bad and can eat and talk and still turn a couple heads(when they look at the other profile) HAHA. I thought my life was over and still I have a lot to cope with but I am working full time and
even though I had to learn to swallow again and chew differently,
I am doing it. I am the only one I know that jaw surgery and replacement with a bone from elsewhere did not take and look how
I am making it work out.

You are going to be fine and make me jealous because your reconstrution will work. Just ask Malka. I am the outsider here
and I am OK.

You always make it Jim. I love you because you are so strong-
you can be stronger than me!!!!!!!!!!
Take heart.
Love
Debbie

Jim -- you have had a horrific ride, my friend, but you keep your humour and perspective throughout. Keeping nothing but good thoughts for you!!

Jim, my favorite big guy......How sorry I am to hear that you have to go through more trauma. Please know that you will be tops on my prayer list, and I will be looking to see posts from Christine or you. You have challenges ahead, but you can do it!! My prayer is that God will give you what you need to make it through this next chapter in this journey. XOXO--Colleen

Hi everyone. I talked to my brother, yesterday. I asked him how he was feeling and he said, "horrible". He has his house up for sale and has consented to move in with his daughter. We have also told him whatever he decides to do, we are 100% with him. He's waiting to see what the MRI will show when he has it done in Morgantown, WVA,next Tuesday. Sorry I haven't posted lately. There's just a lot of stuff going on with him and in our home also. We and Jim just have to keep our eyes on God and not the cancer. I hate that word. It's what took our mother. Only the cancer she had spread all through her body and went into her bones. So, as soon as I hear anything, I'll let you all know. Love to all of you, Carol

Jim and family,

Sorry to hear this news. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Best of luck to you all.

WFC

Anyone that can read these posts and not get teary eyed has got be weak minded. Thanks all and it sure is nice to be loved by so many. LOL Even if some are imagination. J/K I Luv Ya all and think of each daily. Jim & the Angel Crew. ( LOL If only the angels knew me.)

Oh your Angels DO know you and love you anyway! You have us on 24 hour prayer duty right now, and we wait with our breath held for your next post - so do post every now and then. Know we are all in your corner and you will not walk whatever path you choose alone.

Your strength and positive attitude have lifted us when we needed it - now it is our turn for you to lean on us. We're ready.

Donna

EZJim. My thoughts and prayers are with you. KATE

We love you Jim...hang in there!!! It's always great to see you post:)

The angels do know you and we all love you Jim

Gabriele

Jim, I am so very sorry to hear this update on you. I certainly hope all goes well and know your wonderful attitude can get you through. I could not read these posts with clear eyes!!! I wish you didn't have to go through this pain, surgery and cancer again. You have given us all so much encouragement, advice and a loving spirit. Hope you feel the same back from all of us on this forum because they're definitely flooding your way. Glad to hear that you're moving in w/your daughter. I think it will be good all around. And don't you worry about those angels - they know you much better than you know yourself!!!!! And they are with you always. Take care and I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there, buddy!

Nancy T

Jim, you are always in my thoughts.

Karen xx

Okay Jim - you've had a couple of days off - time to post an update and let us know how you are doing. We are praying that you get some pain relief. We miss you. Write soon.

Donna

Jim, just want you to know you are still in my thought and prayers. Yes, I get teary-eyed reading through these posts. You are a very special person and have made a huge impact on my life. Look forward to you posting again.

Jim--All of my prayers and hope of good luck are thrown your way!!

Be strong...

Jim,

I dont come here as often as I used to and very rarely post. Even though we are not as close as you and others here I have certainly watched everything you have been going through. Please just keep trusting in the good Lord above and He will be there every step of the way for you buddy.

Billy

Jim, i hadn't been here for a while. I was shocked to hear it was back. I am sending my prayers and wishes from across the pond. I do enjoy your funny wise and down to earth posts, actually your wise words often kicked me back into gear. I read you are going to move with your daughter. That sounds good. Family are so important. And you have the kiddies to distract you as well.
keep us updated I wish you all the best.

Jim - you are a very special person, and all my prayers are for your recovery. I think you have a special place in everyone's heart here.

Jim, There's not much I can say that hasn't already been said. We do love your humour and the positive attitude that shines through all your posts, especially considering all that you have been through. You are truly an inspiration and I hope and feel confident that you can win this newest battle!

((((Sue)))))

Jim,
Moving in with your family will be great medicine for you. There is nothing to compare to the love of a grandchild.

Jim,

Since finding this site, I quickly identified you as one of my heroes. I'll tell you that this surgery is tough, I did have my jaw replaced with my fibula and also had flap done with tissue from around my fibula. It changes some things but all in all I'll say it's not so bad....much better then the alternative.

Stay strong my friend, my heart goes out to you. Use your strength and stubborness to beat this shit into submission my friend.

Your friend and fellow Frack!

Eric

Jim, I agree. The kids will be a great source of distraction and hopefully will give you a few laughs. I hope your pain is under control and they are staying on top of that.
I always looked forward to reading your posts, your wit intertwined with your bits of advice always gave me a good laugh.
Thank you! Sorry you have to go through this after all you've been through.
Nancy

Well, tomorrow is the day for the MRI and hopefully to ASK a lot of questions and get some answers, My youngest son is going with me and if nothing erlse, LOL , his size should raise some awareness with these Drs. This is the one that is into World's strongest Mans Competions. My hardest job lately has been getting food into this large cavity called a mouth and then swallowing it with plenty of water and soft butter. I am back down to the high 150s in weight and do my best to keep food going in to raise the weight. I am sorry I don't post much, but when I sit, for some reason the skin tightens over my eyes and pulls them closed. Next thing I know the time has changed. I hope everyone here feels better and that everyone of us whip this garbage. Keep em guessing will ya?? {^^}

Hi Jim- No worries. Post when you feel up to it. We are all thinking of you and sending you healing peaceful thoughts. Wish you weren't in any pain at all.

LOVE Kate

Don't keep us in Suspense EZJim, what did your Champion Son wring out of the doctors? I am hoping and praying that it is POSITIVE. You are a real inspiration to all of us here at OCF.
I may not be as pretty as your Angels (Okay, I am definitely not as pretty as your Angels), but I do care about you brother.
Charm

Thinking about you Jim and hoping all goes well with the MRI.
Don't know about the pretty Charm but love to you Jim from
Angel Gabriele

Jim, you will be tops on my prayer list as you go for your MRI tomorrow. Don't worry about not posting. We understand. It's just that we love you and worry about you. Maybe you could teach that big strong son of yours to post for you! Hang in there, Big Guy. XOXOX

Jim, still praying for you. I hope the MRI went well and your son was able to get info from the Drs.

Thinking of you Jim.

Wendy

*sending up a whole heap of prayers for you Jim*

I sure hope you're getting some answers.

- Margaret

Hi Jim.....hope all went well today. Sounds like you got some answers and if you didn't was your son going to run intervention? lol

You just relax and post when you can. We'll always be here

xoxo

Hi, Jim -

I hope you're able to get some rest and relief from the pain. As far as the MRI - I don't expect you to get the results immediately. You have a lot to deal with, & I know you will update us when you can.

I'm praying for you.

Marlene

Jim get some rest and keep us posted on your progress! Semper-Fi Bob

Hang tough Jim.

Thinking of you

Well, Big Guy, here comes another week..I hope that you will get some good news this week. I hope, too, that somebody will post here, since we all love you and are praying for you.

XO--Colleen

I just wish that before this week is gone for good, that somoeone at some Hospital in WVa comes up with a schedule for the MRI to be done. But I will say, this waiting has gotten me back on the road to the crazy, could care less Jim that I was before. I even feel more like that guy that wore my shoes before and loved to laugh and enjoy fun. I am just about to make my own diagnosis and it will be " CURED". I already quit taking most of the meds just to feel half normal, LOL, whatever that might be. Have a good day all, and if I hear anything I will post it. But for now, back to normal for this guy.

Hang in there, Jim and enjoy wearing those shoes and laugh!!! We are all behind you, sending positive thoughts and prayers your way. We will be watching for news and hoping for the best for you. Take care.

Nancy T.

Hi Jim....nice to hear from you. I'm always thinking of you and wondering how you are. It's great to see a post from you as always!! Hang in there and they hope they schedule that MRI soon

We are with you Jim. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers buddy.

Jim, You are in my thoughts and prayers!!! Semper-Fi Bob

Here it is Wed and no word yet about the MRI. Damn these people can raise the BP a few notches. I was waiting and hoping I could post something, but as you can see, nothing is happening yet. Maybe the Dr is upset that I told him if nothing shows on the MRI to just leave me alone. He wants to go ahead with surgery anyhow. Not on me he won't.

It's good to hear from you anyway Jim.
Can you call them and ask what is going on?
Hard to believe that you could upset anyone
Love
Gabriele

Hope all is going ok Jim. I know there's nothing worse than waiting for results. Steve's PET scan results took a week to come in. Certainly raised my bp alot. Stay positive Jim and I'll be thinking of you.

Wendy

It's good to hear from you even if you have no news yet. Waiting is always the hardest part. Try not to let it get to you although I know it's probably all you can think of... or it would be for me, to be honest. Hope they call you this afternoon to tell you it is all set! Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers...

Nancy T

Nancy, they did call this afternoon and now he wants my daughter to call him Monday from work. The big holdup was one of them worrying that I might have metal in my arteriers from the aneurysm. Geez, I have had at least 3 MRI since then. LOL Biut he wanted the proof from the other Hospitals.

Sigh ... wait and wait and wait some more. It drives me nuts. I'm rooting for you, Jim - you are like the Energizer Bunny - or an ornery coot - & I mean that in the nicest way:o)

Hope your weekend is quiet.

Marlene

Man...couldn't they have you told you that earlier? Don't these docs understand that waiting really hard?!? Jim...you are a strong man as we all know...hope you can relax this weekend and get things moving on Monday...

So sorry to see you have to go through more stuff. It's good to see
how positive you are, you are a strong man!

Sometimes they are too careful and the rest not careful enough!!!!!! I hope you get your heart in check, I sure can
see how it would be stressed out!

Thinking of you...
Debbie

EZJim

Wow, what an unnecessary hassle you have to endure. I hope this all gets straightened out Monday. I don't think the doctors truly understand whom they are messing with when they mess with you. Keep the faith brother
Charm

hang in there pal and keep fighting.
Nancy

I think It's time I inform them about the Head Frack we have in the Forums. LOL Let Charm handle thoseoung punks for me. Charm, you are one guy that I bet would make their shoes squishy. Thanks guy.