I have an idea I will be alone for Christmas. I hope not. Barb is going with me to columbus the 26th , but acts as if I never existed right now. The drive to see my kids and grandkids is just too much to do the day before driving to Columbus. Maybe I should find some old HOBO and bring him home to have someone to talk to and be with. LOL I have never been alone for any holiday and never even gave it a thought. I don't know anyone in this town at all, except for barb and her family, so I am at a loss as what to do. How can anyone be so cruel? I had 7 siblings so you know I am used to people. LOL Sorry for using those shoulders again, but I feel lost.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here