Well, I am getting better about all this worrying or not worrying about the future. At least now I mostly look at trips to doc for follow ups as a good excuse for a day off work and a trip to H.K.

As for long term plans like retirement, on one hand I guess I should be thinking about that, my case is somewhat different, because I don't even know where I want to retire to, even what country much less what part of what country. On the other hand, that would require me to acknowledge that I'm getting older. Geez, 2 years from now they'll be sending me an AARP card!! YIKES!

SCC Tongue, stage IV diagnosed Sept, 2002, 1st radical neck dissection left side in Sept, followed by RAD/Chemo. Discovered spread to right side nodes March 2003, second radical neck dissection April, followed by more RAD/Chemo.