Nathan - you sure don't need this kind of pain! I agree wholeheartedly with David and Susan. You said you were getting in to see the doctor today so be sure and tell and show how much physical and emotional pain you are in. You really need to get some rest and with surgery not until the 16th, as David said, you need the pain meds now! I know you don't want to worry your fianc� or your Mom too much but the people that love you want to help and it makes them feel better to know that they are able to do something for you. Let us know what happens, ok?