OK so later today I am havin my tonsils out ..at 11am ..so I probably should be sleeping right. I dont know what scares me more ...the thought of sugery , the thought of being sick and uncomfortable after surgery , or gettin the possible results of the biopsy of the tonsils. Not to mention the New lesions I have that I will show the Dr tomorrow and if he wants to Biopsy he can do while he is in there. Of course we are havin a Nor easter here as well so I dont know If I am going to postpone my surgery as the hospital that I am going to is 45 min to an hour away ...People just tell me how bad it is to have the tonsils out as an adult..and the anxiety is high and probably a conbination of everything.. and if it does come back that there is cancer still ..I can do it I know I can , just nervous. But I can do it because I have the support of all you and you all give me the strength and courage to get through this ( as well as my family and friends) I just wish you all could do somthing for the nerves LOL...i will be in touch of how things go and the results I should try to sleep I supose !! Thanks for listening and Hey Today that news paper article is supose to run too !! SO lets hope ..one good thing to come out of the day right !