I did feal a little claustra in it but dealt with it several ways. Relaxed right before the treatment. Took deep breaths as I was getting on the table. tought the most pleasant things I knew during the treatement. Kept my eyes closed so which helped not think what was around me. Just say your doing it to save your life.

I should mention also that I slept through many of my treatments. It was not really a big deal. I made a CD of some rippin' Gospel music and like Kirk, prayed and listened to God a lot on that table.

I think the only time I had a real problem was when I walked into the radiation center with a bucket in my hand catching the you know what. I suddenly felt a big problem developing at the other end and one of the employees went into the bathroom ahead of me. After pacing the floor for what seemed like hours (seconds really), I bolted for the women's bathroom and as I hit the commode, I didn't know if I was coming or going. That was the worst day I remember and as I walked out of the bathroom the social worker was blocking me from sitting down while she asked if there was anything I needed. I finally staggered around her just in the time for the dietician to tell me I wasn't getting enough to eat.

Ahhhh...yes, I remember it well!

Ed

As much as I had nightmares about choking on my own vomit - I never did -never even got sick! They observe you all of time via CCTV and usually give you a bell or something to get their attention. Nothing really to worry about. They don't want you getting sick either. There is no sensation of anything during the treatment itself. It passes quickly.

Hello Cave,

The radiation mask was a piece of cake. The trearment only lasted 15 minutes. I tossed mine in the garbage a couple of months ago. I'm not a saver. Don't fret over this part of your treatment. You will do fine!!!

Danny Boy

Hi, Cave -- A little late in responding as I haven't been able to visit the site lately. My husband was claustrophobic also and the idea of the mask frightened him. He is now in his second "round" of radiation and states it is a breeze. He has, however, asked for and has taken valium or a similar drug to help him to relax while using the mask for radiaion. As I have stressed to him many times, the radiologists (and all other caregivers) are there to help you -- if you don't tell them your concerns, they assume you have none -- always, always !! tell them!! You'll be surprised how willing they are to make you as comfortable as possible. My husband was reluctant to tell them how uncomfortable he was in the position they put him in for radiation. He spent 3 days miserable before he broke down and let them know -- they immediately adjusted things to make him comfortable. They (as I) are CAREGIVERS -- take advantage of that for your mental and emotional health during this trying time for you.

Unlike Danny Boy, I kept my mask! I am going going to plant grass on it and make a self portrait Chia Pet.;)

My treatment by the way was 45 minutes - longer during the once a week xrays.

I'm not embarrassed to admit that I took Zanax for anxiety during this time.

Gary
When the grass has grown can I have a pic?
Sunshine.... love and hugs
Helen

Hi Cave,
The only problem I experienced with the mask was near the end of my treatments when I had developed a pretty good case of mucositis. I was afraid of choking on the mucous and arranged a hand signal if I needed the mask removed immediately. The staff at Mass General were great about getting the mask off as quickly as possible once my daily dose of radiation was delivered.
Good luck with your treatments. - Sheldon

Gary,

I will need a photo of the mask with grass growing out of it. And I am not embarrassed
about needing the anti-depressants. This is one hell of a bumpy ride!!!!!

Danny Boy