Andrea,
How kind and caring of you to concern yourself with my problems when yours seem so huge in comparison.
I thank you for responding and all you said, I needed to hear it and am glad I did.
I have no idea how he feels really, except he says he went there to find peace, but he says he is still unhappy. I think you hit it when you said he is suffering from ptsd.
I care for him, he is the father of my children, and he has been in my life, for more than half my life, but as a mate, no, I am finished. I will do all I can to help his as a person in need though (as I always have)
I hope everything is OK with you as well. Sounds like you have been through the wringer too, I hope you have a good support system at home(other than this great board) and have lots of success with getting and staying well.
I look forward to hearing how you are doing.
Therese