I was two weeks+, induced coma, while they controlled infection in donor transplant site in leg, then two more weeks ICU, heavy sedation, strapped to bed, and let me tell you, "Dem Chems is Moider".
You do indeed, live in a fantasy world, where you cannot tell one thought from another, everything is real, AND IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE, because you have no choice, you HAVE to lie there and experience it, try to make sense of it.
The ones' who suffer the most, are CareGivers, you earn a special place in Heaven.
69yo male, Steam Engineer, Me=4,SCC=0, loving wife, living life as it comes (no other option)
We are all born from Mother, but live and die alone.
Make the best of it, Mommie did all she could, daddy was just a guidance councelor, the rest is ALL up to you.
...and now, 3rd occurance: Surgery 5/1/12