| Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | OP Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 | When I first launched the "don't you just hate it thread" (one of the most popular in this forum), some posters worried about it discouraging a positive attitude. The Washington Post today had a book review whose words are also applicable to us [quote]Relentlessly upbeat, cloyingly inspirational, the breast cancer world, as Ehrenreich describes it, is a place where anger, fear and depression -- all perfectly reasonable responses to a potentially mortal diagnosis -- are frowned upon and the cancer itself is lauded as a great opportunity for spiritual growth.... Studies proclaiming a link between a positive attitude and cancer survival, she finds, are full of problems and discounted by most researchers. Furthermore, she points out, the popular insistence that cheerfulness can help beat the Big C, while it can be "a great convenience for health workers and even friends of the afflicted, who might prefer fake cheer to complaining," leaves patients in the uncomfortable position of having to hide or deny their very real anger and sadness, even to themselves, for fear of being complicit in their own illness.[/quote] So don't worry about sharing your anger and fears here. We all understand. Here is the link to the full book review in case anyone is interested; Bright-sided 65 yr Old Frack Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+ 2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG 2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery 25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Apaghia /G button 2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa 40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Passed away 4-29-13
| | | | Joined: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,004 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) Joined: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,004 | Charm...I LOVE that you posted this article and I also love the thread. I'm all for being positive but I'm also realistic. Not everything is all roses all the time, it just isn't. My therapist told me that because I didn't talk about my fear and what I was going thought was a main cause of my panic attack and I totally agree. Lets face it...Cancer does has some pro's, how else would we have all found each other here? But....nobody wants cancer....
Charm...as always I agree with you:)
Suzanne *********** T1 SCC on right side of tongue Age 31...27 when diagnosed 4 partial glossectomies No chemo or radiation Biopsy on 2/2/10-Clear Surgery needed again...no later than April 2011 Loving life and just became a mother on 11/25/10 It's not what we CAN'T do..it's what we CAN do:)
| | | | Joined: Oct 2008 Posts: 246 Likes: 1 Gold Member (200+ posts) | Gold Member (200+ posts) Joined: Oct 2008 Posts: 246 Likes: 1 | I also find this article very interesting and in line with my response to your earlier post regarding the power of positive thinking that may turn into the "tyranny of positive thinking" for some.
Maintaining a false brave front can be difficult and taxing. My sister-in law was a perfect visitor during tx because she did not expect my husband to cheer her up; she let him be himself and voice any concerns, fears, etc. They did discuss positive outcomes but it's a process and those feelings can change back and forth, don't you think? Lottie
CG to husband, dx @ age 65, nonsmoker/social drinker. Dx 5/08 SCC Stage IV, BOT T1N2aM0. 33 IMRT - completed 9/12/08. Induction Chemo (Cisplatin, Taxotere & 5FU), plus concurrent Cisplatin. 1/09 PEG removed; 5/09 neg PET/CT; 5/10 PET/CT NED Dental extraction & HBOT 2013; ORN 2014; Debridement/Tissue Transfer & HBOT 2016
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Thanks for chiming in and also adding what I hope was implicit in post: that being positive and upbeat is surely preferable to feeling down. But as all of us here know, that is not ever easy. I get depressed about once a day but examine it, acknowledge it and try to move on, usually through humor. I still chuckle over one Scrubs rerun I watched that concerned the interaction of the star & a new resident with a Cancer patient who suddenly had a recurrence that was terminal. Unlike the angst & empathy depicted in Mercy or Gray's Anatomy, the female resident shrugs and says: [quote]It sucks to be him[/quote] Charm 65 yr Old Frack Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+ 2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG 2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery 25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Apaghia /G button 2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa 40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Passed away 4-29-13
| | | | Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | OP Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Mar 2008 Posts: 3,082 | Lottie
Yeah, I know I am still singing the same old tune, just different verses. I agree that the best thing a family member can do is to let the patient share their fears as well as their hopes. And yes, those feelings wax & wane. Glad you enjoyed the article. charm 65 yr Old Frack Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+ 2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG 2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery 25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Apaghia /G button 2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa 40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Passed away 4-29-13
| | | | Joined: Oct 2006 Posts: 209 Gold Member (200+ posts) | Gold Member (200+ posts) Joined: Oct 2006 Posts: 209 | Right on, Charm. Tough lesson for the family member to learn. Just listen. The patient has a right to his feelings and not be corrected for them. Ginny
Ginny, spouse of MikeG. SSC BOT T2N1M0 Stage III, Dx 06/27/06 at age 52, Tx 07/31/06 through 09/28/06 Chemo Cisplatin & 5FU x2, Radiation x42. Cancer free and doing well.
| | | | Joined: Jul 2007 Posts: 211 Gold Member (200+ posts) | Gold Member (200+ posts) Joined: Jul 2007 Posts: 211 | It would be wrong to think that those who have had recurrences on this board did so because they weren't positive enough or strong enough. There is a difference between having a positive life outlook (and benefiting from better mood; seeing humor in things, etc.) and thinking that one's attitude always translates into good outcomes.
Thanks for posting the article, Charm. I love your sarcastic humor that has at its core tremendous intellect, wit and compassion.
Sophie
Sophie T.
CG to husband: SCC Stage 4, T4, N1, M0; non-smoker and very light social drinker; HPV+ induction chemo begun 7/07; chemo/radiation ended 10/10, first cat scan clear; scan on 5/9/08 clear, scan on 10/08 clear; scan 1/09 clear; scan 1/10 clear; passed away July 2, 2016
| | | | Joined: Mar 2002 Posts: 4,912 Likes: 52 OCF Founder Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) | OCF Founder Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Mar 2002 Posts: 4,912 Likes: 52 | From our web analytics this section below is the LEAST read part of the OCF web site. Some of what is being discussed here is in these pages. I get that people come to OCF looking for answers, hence the many people who post here who have never looked at the content on the main site. But I am always amazed that people ignore the wisdom contained in what the author of this portion of the site has discovered by her thousands of pycho-social-oncology conversations over three decades at Memorial Sloan Kettering CC. http://oralcancerfoundation.org/emotional/index.htm
Brian, stage 4 oral cancer survivor. OCF Founder and Director. The first responsibility of a leader is to define reality. The last is to say thank you. In between, the leader is a servant. | | | | Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | Thanks for posting this. We all know first hand how hard it is to stay positive sometimes. It is great to know what I can feel safe in venting away. Yes, most times I appear to be positive around my friends and even in the midst of all the procedures. I really and truly feel that this is a place I can really share how I feel abd not be judged by them, but also having them put into perspective.
Angelia 31 at Dx. DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth, T1NOMO, T2N1M0 TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09 PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement PEG/PORT: 11/09 TX end: 02/01/10 PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear PEG Out: 06/21/10 Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN Baby girl born 11-30-12
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Thank you for your very kind words. I am especially sensitive to this issue having had a recurrence. I am glad to see that Brian's link to the OCF article encouraged "black humor" as a survival technique. 65 yr Old Frack Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+ 2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG 2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery 25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Apaghia /G button 2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa 40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin Passed away 4-29-13
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