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Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | So I am doing well for the most part. Today I am just really down in the dumps. To the point that if anyone looks at me wrong I am going to cry. I can't handle these sores that pop up in my mouth and then go away. I am glad they go away, but I wish they would never come up. ARGH! Work is stressful, and I often forget that i can not talk as fast as I used to. I have to slow down and really think about what I am going to say. I have no idea why all of a sudden I am having these emotions pop up. I hate it. Thanks for letting me vent.
Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12
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Joined: Jul 2006 Posts: 388 | Angelia, that's what we're here for - plus a few hugs if you need them. Hopeing those sores appear less and less and someday, you will notice that they aren't showing up at all anymore!
Hugs Angelia! Warmly, JaneP
Husband: 3 SCC gum and cheek cancers 2002, 2005, 2006: surgery only. Scans clear after removal of small, well differentiated, non-invasive cancers. No radiation. 4th SCC lip diagnosed 4/13/07 - in situ, removed in biopsy. More lip removed 2/8/08 - dysplasia. 2 Biopsies 3/17/09 no cancer (lichenoids)
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Joined: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,004 | Hi Angelina,
We can all relate to having those days where we are down in the dumps, and I know it stinks when these days happen. I do just what you are doing and vent then I go to bed. As most of the people here know...I am an advocate of venting and letting yourself have those crappy days because they are going to happen. I bet you will wake up tomorrow and feel like a new woman. When you leave for work in the morning, put on some good music, put the windows down and sing. That's what I do!!
Suzanne
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T1 SCC on right side of tongue
Age 31...27 when diagnosed
4 partial glossectomies
No chemo or radiation
Biopsy on 2/2/10-Clear
Surgery needed again...no later than April 2011
Loving life and just became a mother on 11/25/10
It's not what we CAN'T do..it's what we CAN do:)
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CG to H with SCC BOT T4N2cM0 dx 12/19/08, teeth removed pre-tx; Erbitux & RT-done 3/12/09, PEG 2/9/09-7/14/09; ND 6/16. Pet 6/12-no mets except lymph node in neck removed on 6/16. Chyle leak,2nd surg to repair. Dilate esophagus 4/15/10. Clear PET 12/17/10
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 | Angelia, I always have dry mouth until I get to talking too much. LOL Then I slobber and need a towel almost. Poor person that is in front of me gets a shower from a dry mouth. It gets frustrating.
Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here
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Joined: Jul 2009 Posts: 453 | Oh Angelia, wish I could give you a hug. Hang in there girl, things will get better x
Wife to Steve 43. DX 5 May 09. T4N2MO SCC tongue, floor of mouth, lymph nodes & jaw bone
No surgery
Teeth removed 06/07/2009
radiation 13/07/2009 x 7wks
chemo 15/07/2009 x 3 Cisplatin
last TX 28/08/2009
25/11/2009 PET-lymph node activity.
08/01/2010 CT Scan-ALL CLEAR
03/03/2010-Peg removed
01/2013 left side of Jaw removed and replaced with pectoral flap.
23/12/2020 scan show lesion in tongue
01/2021 SCC stage 3 base of tongue diagnosed
01/03/2021 chemotherapy started.
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Joined: Aug 2009 Posts: 207 | Angelia,
can only but imagine how you might feel & what you are going through, but these days my imagination is pretty good, hugs & cuddles from me too....
J
Jeanna
Wife/Carer of Rod, 56, Dx 5/3/09, SCC Oropharnyx T4 N2, End Tx 28th 07/09, 7wks Rad, 3 Cisplatin, primary tonsil, 4cm Lymph right of neck, 1cm left, in jaw & soft palate & base of tongue. Peg 06/09. CT & PET scans 02/11 - NED. Dentures 20/09/11, PEG out 28/10/11.
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Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | Thanks guys. Things are going well now. Actually two weeks ago I decided to start working out in the mornings. I am now walking two miles during the week and four miles on the weekends. I feel so much better than I ever have before. I have a lot more energy and my spirits are high like I can handle anything. I wish someone would have told me to do this a year ago. Oh wait they did, I just didn't believe them.
Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12
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Jeanna
Wife/Carer of Rod, 56, Dx 5/3/09, SCC Oropharnyx T4 N2, End Tx 28th 07/09, 7wks Rad, 3 Cisplatin, primary tonsil, 4cm Lymph right of neck, 1cm left, in jaw & soft palate & base of tongue. Peg 06/09. CT & PET scans 02/11 - NED. Dentures 20/09/11, PEG out 28/10/11.
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Joined: Aug 2007 Posts: 1,301 | I see you have done a 4 mile walk not long ago Angelia. Best medicine for down in the dumps Will take my knee pain meds soon and see what I can do 
History Leukoplakia bx 8/2006 SCC floor mouth T3N0M0- Verrucous Carcinoma.
14 hour 0p SCC-Right ND/excision/marginal mandibulectomy 9/2006, 4 teeth removed, flap from wrist, trach-ng 6 days- no chemo/rad.
6 ops and debulking (flap/tongue join) + bx's 2006-2012.
bx Jan 2012 Hyperkeratosis-Epithelial Dysplasia
24cm GIST tumour removed 8/2013. Indefinite Oral Chemo.
1/31/16 passed away peacefully surrounded by family
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