One year ago today - 01-05-2010 01:42 AM
Hi All,
Even though I don't post much anymore, I always check the forums to see what's going on. Last year, Richard started treatments and all hell broke loose. The anti-nausea meds he was given with his first chemo didn't work and he was violently ill the first night. That was the beginning of our journey with me running back to the pharmacy for Zofran and Ativan, which luckily worked well for him. It was the start of the nightmare roller coaster that didn't really begin to subside until a few weeks after treatment ended. I know all the caregivers will understand the flashback I'm having this year. The sleepless nights, listening for any sounds from him, but still trying to sleep. All the crying done in the car, shower, etc. trying not to let him see and remaining upbeat. The 24/7 stress. I should have received an award for head cheerleader!
And now here we are today, back to work, hiking, all our normal activities and so thankful for each day. The elephant in the room has gotten a bit bigger recently, a reminder of what we went through in 2009. In early March, Richard will have an MRI. That will be a little over one year from completion of treatment. So far all his exams have been fine and the doctors are very pleased with his recovery. The RO even commented on the how well his throat has healed. So no complaints from me, only thanks to all of you on this website for all your ideas, help and support. Geri
Even though I don't post much anymore, I always check the forums to see what's going on. Last year, Richard started treatments and all hell broke loose. The anti-nausea meds he was given with his first chemo didn't work and he was violently ill the first night. That was the beginning of our journey with me running back to the pharmacy for Zofran and Ativan, which luckily worked well for him. It was the start of the nightmare roller coaster that didn't really begin to subside until a few weeks after treatment ended. I know all the caregivers will understand the flashback I'm having this year. The sleepless nights, listening for any sounds from him, but still trying to sleep. All the crying done in the car, shower, etc. trying not to let him see and remaining upbeat. The 24/7 stress. I should have received an award for head cheerleader!
And now here we are today, back to work, hiking, all our normal activities and so thankful for each day. The elephant in the room has gotten a bit bigger recently, a reminder of what we went through in 2009. In early March, Richard will have an MRI. That will be a little over one year from completion of treatment. So far all his exams have been fine and the doctors are very pleased with his recovery. The RO even commented on the how well his throat has healed. So no complaints from me, only thanks to all of you on this website for all your ideas, help and support. Geri