Getting my life back - 04-18-2011 01:02 AM
When I was diagnosed last May, I read about neck dissections, loss of saliva and permanent issues from treatment. I'm a marathon runner, and I didn't know if I would ever be able to run at all again ... I just didn't know, because there's no guidance about that out there. It might seem like a trivial thing when you're looking at the kind of severe treatment we have to do, but it was among my biggest fears. And hopes. Because if I could run marathons again, that would mean I not just survived, but thrived and got my life back.
I'm seven and a half months out of treatment. My saliva remains low and I have a touch of L'Hermite's Syndrome. My jaw hurts a little on the right side at times. But otherwise, I have my sense of taste and my stamina back.
Today I ran a half-marathon. I was a minute per mile slower than I was for a half last April, but that's because I haven't tried to run faster yet. Well, I tried in November, and spent a wiped-out December paying the price.
I've been lucky. Now I get to start training for the Marine Corps Marathon in October. I was signed up last year, and was able to get a deferment because of treatment.
But it would have meant the world to me to hear this 11 months ago: Physically, less than 8 months after treatment, I am barely changed from where I was a year ago.
Stay active, reach out to people, pray and do everything you can to keep your head up and fight.
I'm seven and a half months out of treatment. My saliva remains low and I have a touch of L'Hermite's Syndrome. My jaw hurts a little on the right side at times. But otherwise, I have my sense of taste and my stamina back.
Today I ran a half-marathon. I was a minute per mile slower than I was for a half last April, but that's because I haven't tried to run faster yet. Well, I tried in November, and spent a wiped-out December paying the price.
I've been lucky. Now I get to start training for the Marine Corps Marathon in October. I was signed up last year, and was able to get a deferment because of treatment.
But it would have meant the world to me to hear this 11 months ago: Physically, less than 8 months after treatment, I am barely changed from where I was a year ago.
Stay active, reach out to people, pray and do everything you can to keep your head up and fight.