#73315 04-18-2008 08:01 AM | Joined: Aug 2003 Posts: 1,627 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | OP  Patient Advocate (1000+ posts)
Joined: Aug 2003 Posts: 1,627 | Hello friends,
My CT scan wasn't what we were hoping for so the treatment is going to be more than I expected. I have such crappy luck. There are three areas of cancer, one lymph node under my jaw on the right side, two areas in the retropharyngeal area with one being quite far back. My doc isn't sure he can get to that one area so is doing an ultrasound next week and also a needle biopsy of areas on my thyroid. He said he can't tell from the scan if they are cancer or not. Of course he'll biopsy all the areas, but he told me he's very sure the three areas I mentioned are cancer.
He is suggesting surgery first, then do some gamma knife radiation along with some chemo. He's always been honest with me and told me that he's FAR from ready to throw in the towel, he told me he can get this and for me to beef up for the battle. Of course I'll do just that.
Really odd for me this time, I'm almost numb to all of it. I've resigned myself to accept whatever this cancer sends me and it's a really good place to be to be honest. It allows me to live a normal life amidst all of it. I went to two softball games and cheered my heart out, this a half hour after talking to the doc about the results. I've made peace with the fact that this cancer just might kill me, not that I'm giving up or anything, but accepting all of it has brought me to such a good place being in the position I'm in.
I'll keep everyone posted on what's happening.
Love to all,
Minnie
SCC Left Mandible. Jaw replaced with bone from leg. Neck disection, 37 radiation treatments. Recurrence 8-28-07, stage 2, tongue. One third of tongue removed 10-4-07. 5-23-08 chemo started for tumor behind swallowing passage, Our good friend and much loved OCF member Minnie has been lost to the disease (RIP 10-29-08). We will all miss her greatly.
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 | Minnie,
I sure wish I could do something. I hope you and your docs beat this cancer down to the ground.
David
Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.
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Joined: May 2002 Posts: 2,152 | Damn, Minnie, I didn't want to hear that. This makes me mad. You really can't seem to get a break. I assume you are at Hopkins for this. Where is the retropharyngeal area in relation to the larynx? Above, below, behind thyroid, where? I'll have to look that up. I am so sorry this is happening to you again. Your doctor hasn't given up so don't you either. If it were me, I would want those biopsy results and surgery ASAP. Keep your chin and spirits up. You're gonna beat this.
Take care,
Eileen
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Aug 1997 unknown primary, Stage III
mets to 1 lymph node in neck; rt ND, 36 XRT rad
Aug 2001 tiny tumor on larynx, Stage I total laryngectomy; left ND
June 5, 2010 dx early stage breast cancer
June 9, 2011 SCC 1.5 cm hypo pharynx, 70% P-16 positive, no mets, Stage I
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Joined: Mar 2007 Posts: 163 | Minnie... you have the most amazing attitude. We are praying for you and the family. I still on occasion listen to the recording of your little grandaughter singing...does she still do that.
Marica
Caregiver to husband (Pete) Stage IV Base of Tongue. Dx 04 2003 Chemo/Radiation no surgery.. doing great!
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Joined: Jul 2007 Posts: 939 | Minnie,
I am so sad and frustrated that you and your family have to go thru yet another crisis with this @%&*$!* cancer. It is just too much!
Hugs, Deb
Deb..caregiver to husband, age 63 at diagnosis, former smoker who quit in 1997.
DIAGNOSIS: 6/26/07 SCC right tonsil/BOT T4N0M0
TREATMENT START: 8/9/07 cisplatin/taxol X 7..IMRT twice daily X 31.5.
TREATMENT END: 10/1/07
PEG OUT: 1/08
PORT OUT: 4/09
FOLLOWUP: Now only annual exams. ALL CLEAR!
Passed away 1/7/17 RIP Bill
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Joined: Feb 2008 Posts: 341 | Oh Minnie - I just don't know what to say. I am really sorry you have to deal with this again. I am glad you have found some semblance of peace and I know you draw strength from your wonderful family. Good luck.
Michelle, CG to husband (45), DX 2/08 Stage IVa Adenocarcinoma Salivary Gland (T2N2bMO)
Parotidectomy & ND 2/08, Tumor margins not clear, 4 of 30 nodes positve for cancer,
TX IMRT 39x, cisplatin 7x (completed 5/1/08),
PEG (4/22 - 7/9), No port. Currently in remission!
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Joined: Jan 2008 Posts: 706 | Minnie-Best of luck to you. You truly are an amazing person.
Sue
cg to husband, 48 Stage 1V head and neck SCC. First surgery 9/07. Radiation and several rounds of chemo followed. Mets to chest and lungs. "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain." Went home to God on February 22, 2009.
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 510 | Minnie: Just wanted to say that we're thinking of you! You're one of our 'heroes' here on OCF. We're all here for you, friend!
Lois & Buzz in NC
CG to 77 y/o hubby;SCC Alveolar Ridge; Wake Forest Baptist Hosp surgery: 07/19/07; bi mod radical resection/jaw replacement;
T2 N2-B M0 Stage IV-A
28 IMRT +
6 Paclitaxel/Carboplatin
Getting stronger every day!
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Minnie:
Im sorry that it wasnt better news. You are a very strong person and will succeed yet again. I understand what you mean by you have accepted what cancer gives you. Thats how I get my strength too.
ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive  | | | | | Joined: Feb 2004 Posts: 598 "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts) | | "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts)
Joined: Feb 2004 Posts: 598 | Minnie -- you have been a great support to me, and I know you will get through this latest unpleasantness with flying colors. We simply will not allow anything else!! ;-)
Jeff
SCC Right BOT Dx 3/28/2007
T2N2a M0G1,Stage IVa
Bilateral Neck Dissection 4/11/2007
39 x IMRT, 8 x Cisplatin Ended 7/11/07
Complete response to treatment so far!!
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