We've had a very busy and hectic January.  We have moved into our new home - something that should be exciting and gleeful.  It is anything, but that.  I had to be out of town for work for (2) weeks after being in the house a few days.  Gone from Jim was excruciating...the day I landed back in Dallas, met him at the ER - he had a virus that took its toll.  We received the PET results while in the hospital - not good; there is a tumor in his chest, his shoulder blade lesion went from a 3 to a 9 (not sure what that means, but it's not good) and a tumor pressing against his trachea, plus 3 compression fractures in his spine.  We are to start chemo again on the 25th.  We've been unpacking, but both irritable with the disorganization - at least that's what we say to each other...both really knowing the reasons for our irritability. Sorry to be so depressing, but that's how I feel right now.  
Paula