Michelle,
I am so sorry for what you are having to deal with. I am very familiar with the pain you are feeling and about to feel.

I lost my Mom on Oct. 2nd to this horrible disease and her story is a lot like your Mom's. It's so frustrating and easy to find someone to blame but what matters is that they take comfort measures for her and allow her to pass in peace with dignity.

I'm not sure if it will help but I was with my Mom for days before she past away and she was kept very comfortable. I held her hand as she took her last Breathe. It was the hardest thing I have every had to do but I promised myself that I would be there to see her go out just like she did everything to bring me into this world. Tomorrow would have been her 64th Birthday. She is missed so much but we have little to no regrets.

My prayers are with you and your Mom. Be sure to let her know how you feel and have a long talk with her soon!

If you need to talk feel free to contact me directly.

Debbie