I am so sorry and know exactly how you must be feeling.
The 'lumps' are appearing and growing fast for me now--but try to stay positive--last March/April, as my jaw started to swell rapidly
to the size of a watermelon, I thought the end was very near--but I'm still here and a living example of how the right Palliative Care can help enormously. Stay with us and we will help you through all we can,
Brenda