Hi Donna,

You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers. I am still waiting for the pathology report from my biopsy last week. 2 times it has come back inconclusive but does show atypical cell dysplasia. I, too, never wanted to hear those words again but am gearing up for a second round. It is hard to stay "up" for family and friends (especially kids) mine are 22, 18 and 16 and very frightened right now. I'm taking my mind off of the waiting by concentrating on my classes (I just returned to college this fall after 25 years) I guess I thought it was "safe" to plan for the future. It's hard to stay positive, but try. At least you have a plan started and know somewhat the direction you are going in - you have something to focus on. Please know I'm thinking of you.

Pam