Joanna, Believe it or not, I know how you feel. My Dr. tells me I'm impatient and I finally agree with him. The standard joke between us is that I wanted teeth in my mouth when I left the hospital. I wouldn't leave my house without a turtle neck for almost a year. I was so sure that people were staring at the ugly red scar that runs from under my ear, down to my collar bone across and up to my chin. Well, much to my surprise, since I've given up the turtle necks, I've only had one person ask me what happened to me. Hang in there and try to be patient. If you want to vent, email at anytime. Take care and thinking of you.

Anne.