It has been six months since Kenny's last treatments. The initial PET & CT Scan's indicates and 'all clear'. The ENT is scoping, looking and feeling every month. Kenny is eating again (he even has much of his taste back!) and is using his J-Tube only at night now. Now ... when do things get back to 'normal'? I find myself constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. I realize this is perfectly normal - but I do feel like I am not being a very good cheerleader right now. Guess I'm just afraid that there are a few cells still there, lingering - waiting to pop up and create total chaos again. I was so very good at taking things literally one day at a time. Now I'm starting to think about tomorrow and I worry.
Thanks for letting me vent.

Carol